July 13th, 2010Making some changes in my life
So, there have been many things going on in my life right now and I have not really had the passion to write about it. My relationship with Amy Fox has come to an end and sadly the circumstances that lead up to the break-up were not good at all. There was a lack of trust on both sides and it just fell apart from there. I have been having a hard time adjusting to being single again but I know that given time I will be a better person and be able to walk away stronger and with the knowledge that I will some day find someone that loves me as much I love them.
Also work has not been going as well as I would like I feel like I am at a dead stop and not able to move anywhere. I have still be applying to jobs on the market, but I have yet to get a call back from any potential employers. So I am thinking that if this keeps up over the next couple of months, I might end up going back to school and moving out of Kingston as there just are not the tech jobs like in Toronto or Ottawa. I’m even thinking that I might not even stay in Ontario and go where the jobs are. Now that I am single, nothing is holding me to a particular place. I have also been flirting with joining the Military as an Officer but right now I am in a holding pattern as I have to wait until September before I can start applying to Civilian Universities and to the Regular Officer Training Program (ROTP) to see if I would be eligible.
Work seems to be getting the best of me. It is draining, even though I don’t do a lot and working shift work is just not for me. The constant switching from 12 hour day shifts to 12 hour night shifts just does not work with my body. Some people are cut out for it, but I am not sure I am. Well, not in this position anyway. I have been getting out and about Kingston more as I no longer have a desire to sit at home and watch TV or play on my computer for long periods of time. I have taken up biking and I am really enjoying it. It allows me to get around town in a decent time and with all the hills in Kingston, gives me one hell of a good work out. If it was not for the winter months, I think I would have no need to buy a car.
I’m really hoping that I can get out of this funk in my life and go meet new people. Start doing the things that I enjoy and try to ignore all the shit that is going on in my life. I really need to start enjoying life and what it has to offer.
July 16th, 2010 at 8:57 am
hey dude!
hope everything works out for you. been trying to find you on facebook but I can’t seem to locate you. if I new which email you used maybe i could find you. but you can probably find me easier. I hope everything works out for you. Kingston DOES suck for jobs. If you contact me I might be able to help you find a job at the company that I am starting with next month.
July 17th, 2010 at 2:49 pm
Oddly enough, I cannot find you on Facebook either. I am using my snipersin@hotmail.com email address for Facebook if you can find me that way.
Any help would be awesome. I really need to be challenged, and this position at Empire is just not doing that for me. Any information a head of time you could give me about the company you are starting with would be awesome.